Monday, October 30, 2006
my mum was scolding me for my terrible results when i saw that my class position was 9/39.
so i said 'i got top TEN in class you still can scold me arh?'
then she 'hnnh!' me and walk away. =(
i think that's the best i've done in sec sch.
i've never been anything less than 20.
in other words, i have always been the worse half of the class.
thank god there isn't school tmr.
i desperately need some sleep.
EMO-ME.
9:58 PM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANNA! =D
detention sure sucks.
cleaned the railings of the rotunda and g block.
thank god i wasnt alone.
had MT intensive whole day.
quite fun, though.
with farzanah going on about how much she ENJOYS being an anjadi and santhiya trying to look cuter every second [=P] and hafizah giving out her raya cookies or kuehs or tarts or whatever.
i dont think i spelt their names right but that's the pronounciation.
so yeah, had fun.
and i got to know that im gonna be super busy during the hols.
with the work experience thing and the cip thing and all the LOADS of extra lessons coming my way. plus all the revision i've got to do. =(
i was so tired and depressed just now that i had to buy chocolates to energize myself. now i feel even more depressed for having bought CHOCOLATES. D=
and we're all falling apart now.
EMO-ME.
4:18 PM
Monday, October 23, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERIN! =D
EMO-ME.
5:16 PM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
OMG!!
Arya's SO hot!!!
hahaha.
i was watching a soccer match at my neighbour's house just now.
manu vs liv.
it was 2-0 when i left half way.
liv loser la, prithika. =P
madhan was there too.
well, of course you won't know who madhan is...
he's just a friend of mine but i doubt he knew it was me.
muahahahaha!
im so evil! and DERANGED too. =D
EMO-ME.
10:17 PM
my life's so shite.
embarrassed myself yesterday at Lavi's.
sigh.
i miss ashma. D=
i don't like my sister.
i don't like my family.
i don't like anyone, in fact.
SIGH.
HAPPY DEEPAVALI.
EMO-ME.
12:19 PM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
omg.
i'm hopeless, ain't i?
i flunked almost all subjects.
but i passed english by 3 marks. i'm One Lucky Bitch.
sigh.
i see the indian family on the other block cleaning their house.
and the whole family[of four] practically attacking the poor floor with their mops.
they're like so aggressive.
my marks are such a turn off.
i hope i get into the gynaecology job experience thingy.
i'll get cash and i can please my parents.
haizz.
i suck big time. =(
EMO-ME.
8:55 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
LIME BACARDI! =D
today's been a very normal shitty day.
but i dreamt that my parents bought me the Nokia 3230!
i woke up with these words in mind: 'NO! give that back to me! don't take it away!'
HAHAHAHA.
so anw, evening went for prayers for Radha Bai the 1st [aka my great grandma ;D] and her FIRST husband and a few other people who no longer are alive.
and guess what! i ended up drinking Lime Bacardi THERE.
and i also ogled at the 22-year-old-guy-who-married-a-woman-ten-years-older-than-him. =D
he's damn cute la. can't help it. XD
hahaha.
so i just reached home and am blogging and chatting when i'm supposed to be asleep.
school tomorrow.
bet it's gonna suck. big time.
SIGH.
EMO-ME.
11:59 PM
Friday, October 13, 2006
YOU'RE NOT THE BOSS OF ME NOW.
i think im annoying.
i think im sick.
i think im DERANGED! =D
i get freaked out in a thrilling way when my dad drives at more than 100km.
we were going to temple just now and he was speeding at 130!
it was fun, yeah.
so anw, i went through TWO tortures today and i'm still alive. =D
first was make-up mass run. i think it made me two freakin' shades darker. second was the two teeth fillings i had to do before leaving school. it sucked ALOT. SIGH.
i'm amazed i'm still alive.
bought my deepavali suit today.
but i foresee[sp?] that i'd be wearing another blue and pink one to Lavi's house.
prithika, ashma and i have totally DIFFERENT, CONTRADICTING tastes.
no wonder they say opposites attract. (:
EMO-ME.
11:59 PM
Monday, October 09, 2006
my parents would be doing themselves a GREAT favour if they stop buying diwali cards since my mum goes 'write for this, this, this. don't write for my family'. and my dad goes 'write for your mum's relatives, don't write for mine'. although i ended up writing to everyone, the psychological damage could have been saved.
i wanted to got to far east today but SOMEONE's eyebrows were way more more important. so i'll go with my mum some other day. sighs.
once again, the world war has started in my home. my mum does this with every single maid that stays for more than a week. seriously, i think she's allergic to maids or something she HAPPENS to have a problem with every maid and they fight and they don't talk to each other and she'll be sent off in a while. i see it coming. it sucks.
it's not like i LOVE my maid or anything, in fact i don't even talk to her anymore. her voice is SO draggy and irritating that i find so much of pleasure in silence when she's around.
the only con out of this whole thing is that we'll have to do the household chores ourselves but it isn't that big a deal. my dad's making tuna now. he could do that every week and i won't go hungry. ;D
add maths was much better than physics but i'll definitely score more for physics. it's just a unexplained rule of life. perhaps, MY life.
oh wells, happy belated birthday to myself. =D
EMO-ME.
8:09 PM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
66 mins...
i think i like the haze except for the sore throat it has caused.
hehe.
watched stay alive today.
my birthday treat from NAZI.
heh.
her guy damn funny.
anw, i love her LOADS.
back to Stay Alive,
video game players should avoid it.
the only thing i dislike is the ugly crawling dead people with blood smeared all over.
and, of course, the countess herself.
October was pretty. ;D
nazi gave me something which i haven't unwrapped yet.
i'll list all my pressies tmr. ;D
dance sucked as usual.
we basically go there to socialize.
heh.
i don't understand why he has to keep picking on me, though.
he keeps saying my dance got no KICK.
i'm like 'fuck you la'
it's not my fault i look like a freakin "drug addict who's suffering from withdrawal symptoms when she laughs" and look like i'm not interested in the damned dance.
that's quoted from Prithika, btw.
And we're all in Heaven now.
EMO-ME.
10:54 PM
Friday, October 06, 2006
can you imagine your name being in a dead guy's diary?
i think it's really freaky.
what if he wanted something from me and probably STILL wants it??
haiz.
i think geog paper 2 sucked but the papers today were fine.
i wouldn't say splendid though.
i think joy luck club is a very thought-provoking book.
and i think i'm addicted to reading. ;D
i want a new mp3, a new phone and my KNIGHT IN SHINING LEATHER ON A HARLEY for my birthday. =D
remember, DREAM BIG.
EMO-ME.
5:22 AM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
new skin!
bio exam was shitty today.
sighss.
let's all jump off the curb and die. ;D
EMO-ME.
3:50 PM
