Friday, March 23, 2007
my tummy muscles hurt.
and so do my legs and ankles and toes.
oh fuck.
there're three mosquito bite-like stuff on my legs.
red and quite swolen.
mum says its something to do with body heatiness.
they're all telling me to drink more water.
school today was kinda fun.
i mean, in comparison to the other days where i just go to school, study, slack, come back home. like there's no aim.
today, mass run was killer considering the fact that we had 2.4 yesterday but germaise was pretty funny and running with qiao yi was nice. (:
ss was fine althought she was kinda pissed.
chem was as boring as ever but rate of reaction's the second easiest chem topic, mole concept being the easiest EVER. did english homework during chem. =P
recess was spent doing homework too!
english, informative conversation with mr.ravi.
the two-lined-let-me-tell-you-something-about-my-personal-life kinda informative conversation.
mr.ravi: let me see your paragraph. a, b or c?
radha: -mumbling- i forgot to bring it. [a lie, of course]
mr.ravi: -having not heard me- radha is such a nice name. my wife's name is anu radha.
radha: OKAY....
and he asked for the paragraph again, thank god i didnt do it or i'll owe him a low fat milk!
HAHA!
he's funny, dammit.
but Siti has lots of 'em at home, anw.
sitting with Siti is okay.
i mean, i don't mind.
she has Smash Hits, she's funny at times, she's got posters of cute guys.
haha!
for add math, learnt knew stuff.
integration.
made bullshit crap error while solving the damned question on the board.
i was kinda upset that there wasn't homework.
add math homework is the only one i enjoy doing.
oh, and e math.
haha.
e math was fine with wani. i think probability's easier than sets.
any shithead who doesn't agree can just overdose on sleeping pills and die for all i care. =P
TUITION TMR!!!! =D
my mummy and daddy went to malaysia.
the sad thing is that i miss my mummy and i wanted to go with her.
or at least have her stay home.
the happy part is that my sis went along and i'd be able to live in peace over the weekend.
and i'll probably go see far east tmr.
haizz.
i'm confused about it.
don't know if i should go or not.
don't know if i should trust or not.
the book Dead Aim has taught me to not believe that everyone's gotta be good.
there was this indian, caucasian-looking guy on the bus just now who sat beside me.
and he was wearing this shirt saying:
Stop following me.
Start leading.
i was tempted to laugh.
and he practically stood to put on this shirt that was like a jacket.
weirdo, but whatever.
and he sat back and took out his laptop and started tapping away.
distractive.
i was trying to read.
and when i was gonna alight, i was already holding my bag and all ready to get off and he wasn't moving.
i was like wtf.
then the bus stopped already and he started moving.
i was cursing him. mentally. =P
and i was trying my best to get out via the teeny weeny space he allowed me and he was asking me 'what station is this?'
i'm like 'fuck you, it obviously isn't where you're gotta get off so just shuddup and wait.'
but i, being the goody2 girl i am, politely said 'marsiling. excuse me.'
AND THEN, he moved.
and i alighted.
and i bought myself kinder beuno. =D
i had instant noodles for lunch!
i love this period of the year where i start eating lesser and lesser and lesser.
it makes me feel happy, somehow.
oh, i saw this dead pigeon on the road just now.
wah, damn sad.
and i hate seeing dead animals, dead birds, dead whatever.
so much for claiming to be emo.
HAHA.
and super-model doesn't really have super-model-like legs.
sad thing eh, lavi? =P
EMO-ME.
6:20 PM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON! HILTON!
omg, i think i'm hyper-ventilating.
EMO-ME.
9:16 PM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
I drank wine!!
South African rose wine.
Yeah.
It was kinda okay, not that great.
Went to Sembawang Beach with family, cuzs and sis-in-law.
Watched people catch crab, PLAYED SWING[!!!!!!!!] and slacked a lot.
Got to eat Macs and choked on the fries. =(
Haha.
Anw, had lots of fun with sis-in-law.
Love her lots! =D
Im trying to go online but the web msngrs are so shite.
Either the person cant receive my msgs or I cant sign in. =/
I don't feel like going to school tmr, but wth!
Not like there’s anything I can do.
Sighhh.
My tablet's sorta like infested with ants.
I wanna disown it, but poor thing.
Haha!
Maybe, im getting high. =)))))))
EMO-ME.
10:17 PM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
yesterday school was kinda fruitful.
english, history, geography, add math, biology.
it was like a normal day at school, just more relaxed.
haha.
yeah, and i went to This Fashion with my mum after that.
bought a black pleated skirt and a white top, damn niceeeee.
anw, there was this guy and girl from assumption.
they were indian, and they were walking around for very2 long while i was waiting for my mum.
and the guy looked completely out of place.
like i had looked at BBDC.
nth but dresses and skirts and more dresses around him, poor guy.
and tuition was at 8.30
i was 8 minutes late.
but then there were three students there when i arrived, and he asked me to sit at the hall there.
two of the guys didnt see me come in so when they were leaving and i was walking towards the table, the guy was like staring at me, flabbergasted. haha
he was like 'i got scared, suddenly see one girl in the reflection.'
then another one 'yaya, i also got scared.'
and then they left and they kept shouting 'bye teacher, bye mr.paartheeban' until the lift came.
and my tutor was like 'mm, mm, mm. aren't you glad you're in an all girls school?'
me: 'oh yeah, OF COURSE.'
they can be annoying at times, take my brother for instance.
anw, when the guys were packing up, they were talking about their previous maids and how they chased the maids away.
haha.
one of them was saying that the maid left cause in pri 4 he kept allighting at the wrong bus stop and walked all the way home, and another one was saying something about pouring milk on the maid's face and chasing her out or something.
damn funny!
i'm glad my tabtlet's working again.
the wireless now very2 good! =D
i wanna have nice2 lunch today. =/
EMO-ME.
10:46 AM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
OMG! OMG! OMG!!!!!
i saw hot guy!
hot3 guy!!
the one that's supposed to be my uncle thought he's just about 8 years elder than me.
anw, went for dinner at Muthu's Curry. some baby's naming ceremony.
maheshwar's the name.
weird right.
anw, i didnt even go near the baby.
haha.
i was sitting beside my brother with my family and relatives then the mummy came saying 'there this two must take picture first. very long never see' and she snapped away.
haha. didnt know we were so 'wanted' =P
then my brother and i were takin' pics with my phone. and my mum's since my bro doesnt have a phone. =P
then the hot2 guy's wife came to the table and started tokin2 then he stand there waiting.
then she like wanna leave already wake up all so he started walking away and she sat down again and started tokin.
and at that moment, i looked at him and he was so damn funny!
he gave this very exaggerated 'ohmygod, not again' expression and both of us started laughin.
yeah, me and him.
omg, i swear.
i was SO happy.
happy is an understatement!
HAHA.
okay, nvm. i know his married and all and i shouldn't be nuts about him, but whatever.
who the hell cares. he's the second husband lor. and so much younger than she is.
more reasons for me to like him. =P
EMO-ME.
11:14 PM
where'd you go? i miss you so...
L1R5 22. i could've done better if not for english.
but it wasn't even english, it was my mother tongue.
and i take HIGHER mt.
for what, i don't know.
maybe i don't even qualify.
but whatever, life's unfair.
friday night, went to JB to collect mum's sari blouses and ordered a tailored suit. the kind with baggy pants.
we took almost an hour so dad was pissed like anythin.
went to wash the car then had dinner.
chinese seafood but we didnt really have the appetite.
so dad asked them to pack the stuff and we returned home around 11.
next day, pon chem class and slept at home instead.
and since i was late and dad was going malacca[sp?] so mum sent me to school for geog.
was okay. boring, i was sleepy cause of medicines and germaise got me snickers half way thru. it helped.
he gave us PLENTY of mid-year O level papers.
so i came home and used the computer until mum came home.
last night mum said we could go to This Fashion so i took my shower and got ready and everything but they canceled cause it was late already.
so i was sitting there and watching tv when i realized how lonely i felt.
like the world was gonna end and i should do everything i wanted to.
just that there wasn't anything i could do.
like life really sucked.
then my mum made dinner and i ate while watching Patchi Solluthu.
all the while before dinner i had been going online and offline and logging onto runescape and logging off.
so i went online again after the show ended and i saw far-east.
and when i started talkin to him, all the loneliness went away.
i felt better.
told him my results cause he always cares about it.
then we talked about the guy on patchi, how i like him and, coincidentally, his name's Guna.
and then after a while he was mia then came back and said he was gonna have his dinner.
so i went offline and
slacked till 11 plus.
anw, holiday's here but it doesn't feel like it.
school starts at 7.20 tmr. like wtf.
it's like any normal day.
and ends at 3.
i dont wanna go for the tamil camp.
i dont feel like doing tamil for 4 hours straight.
i'll probably just die.
seems like it's been forever, that you've been gone.
EMO-ME.
11:08 AM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
OMG!!!!!
i saw HOT2 Cisco officer at the polyclinic just now.
wah, so handsome!!
and he smiled and i smiled back.
he was walking round and round and round the clinic then went into the pharmacy then came out, smile, walk round again.
haha!
so cuteeee.
first time im seeing a guy who's cute, handsome AND hot. =D
anw, the doctor was SO evil, he didnt wanna give me excuse letter for 2.4.
tskk.
but he was kinda nice also la.
reminded me of mr. Ravi. =P
and he gave me medicine for sore throat, runny nose, cough and panadol and antibiotic.
the antibiotic damn cool, a very nice dark blue.
looks like i failed combined humans again with SLIGHT improvement.
ithu enathu uyir pogum varai...
EMO-ME.
2:48 PM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
OMG!!!!! SOTONGBALLSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3
HAHA!
anw, i had tuition just now and i was having flu, thanks to my brother.
he's running a fever and he wanted me to sit with him just now and he practically coughed and everything right in front of my face.
i even went down to get him strepsils.
see, im SO nice.
so tuition..
i told him that i'm one of the two people who passed Add math and he was like 'say that again, two people passed??'
hahah!
so then we went thru e math paper and he was like 'good, good, good. very good.'
haha.
and when i was packing up, his girlfriend came to the table and said 'i heard you passed your a math. wah, so good ah.'
me: *nods head and smiles*
she: your mum must be happy. how is she? will she be home? how's your dad?'
she paused in between for me to reply but what i replied is none of your business. =P
and i saw the punkrocker guy. with his guitar!!!!!
and damn that stupid van driver who stopped his car 20m from the bustop and walked all the way back to see me and grinned, said something in tamil and walked off.
i was just staring at him praying he wont come near and do anything to me.
what is the world coming to???
during geog today, he was trying to explain about the sun being directly overhead the tropic of cancer in june and the tropic of capricorn in december and it being spring in march and autumn in september because the sun is directly overhead neither of the tropics.
so he had yun heng[sp?] hold the pole that's the earth's axis and me hold the light bulb, the sun.
so after he was done, he said thank you miss earth and miss sun.
so im miss sun.
and its not funny.
and its not nice either.
p.s. the information above about the Sun may not be accurate.
EMO-ME.
8:22 PM