Thursday, November 30, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VENKAT. =D
well, i watched this lesbian movie Mango Kiss and i feel bad.
you know, it's lesbian and all.
sigh.
i also watched Casino Royale with prithika akka and my brother. =)
haha.
poor lavi thangachi couldn't come with us.
the movie was nice.
i just finished watching John Tucker Must Die which is a very very stupid movie.
really.
i treated prithika to swensens yesterday.
her A maths treat.
Maran once told me to tell you to 'pass her[your] friggin' A maths'.
yeah.
and the sticky chewy chocolate thing made me sick of chocolate.
but i had fun calling the waiter. ;D
CIP starts on saturday!
and i dont have to worry about what to wear! =))))
must wear sch uniform.
and the woman who called me to inform was very very nice. (:
i want to go swimming.
but i'm supposed to get my period and i don't want anything humiliating to happen. =(
EMO-ME.
1:31 PM
Friday, November 24, 2006
i was playing this game called True Crimes on my brother's Xbox and it's super fucking vulgar.
every 10 seconds there's a 'fuck'.
stupid shit but the game's sorta nice.
i couldn't really get it right so he continued for me.
controllers aren't stuff i work very well with. =P
i MADE lavi play Runescape today. =DD
it's like i achieved something.
lol.
i wonder what happened to Far-East.
he likes the Yogi B songs too. =)
i sort of ate alot today.
sigh.
and i just remembered today's friday.
so i've got dance lesson tmr!
=(
i don't feel like it.
=((
EMO-ME.
8:53 PM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
OH. MY. GOD.
mr.G is MARRIED. =(((
or i think he is.
SIGHHH.
i have no idea why i even like him.
i think he looks anjadi and...
but Fuck, i DO like him.
ALOT.
=((
EMO-ME.
3:09 PM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
i had a very stupid dream last night about me being in primary school.
BUT there were LAVI, IFFAH and MANY MANY others from crescent.
haha.
stupid shit.
but was fun.
then i also dreamt i was retained and half the people there were sec3'06 people who also got retained.
hahaha.
there was lavi too. =P
AND i also dreamt of going to my anni's house.
and there was SANJIV.
HAHA.
and he also talked to me.
i DREAMT.
SIGH.
-mrs.G
EMO-ME.
10:56 AM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
there's this guy in the madai thiranthu video.
he's SOOO cute!! =DD
his name's Guna.
but he's handsome in one part from side-view only.
so yeah, that's a sad thing.
haha.
my past few posts have been about guys.
SIGH.
collected IC today.
like shit.
haha.
bought books too.
and i saw all the NCC ppl having camp.
HAHAHA.
EMO-ME.
8:53 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
i was eating cornflakes when i saw a black figure outside the door so i thought it was a visitor and looked up and there was no one there.
like wtf.
i'm so sad now. =(
EMO-ME.
6:03 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7TVgGsIuLYU
i like the song.
cuz's 21st yesterday.
food was nice.
and i also saw my kindergarten classmate.
you will never believe he's 15.
really.
he looks older than my 21 year old cuz.
SO tall.
but i don't even remember his name.
heh.
and there were lots of helium balloons and some were flying around.
one of it kept getting hit by the ceiling fan so my cuz and i were trying to reach for the balloon and we couldn't reach it cause it didn't have the string thingy.
then i realised he's just about 5 cm taller than me!
haha.
21 years eh!
anw, i saw the HOT guy also.
the HOT married guy.
sad eh?
then he waved at me before he left.
i was grinning like crazy la
haha.
but he very nice.
and HOT. =))
i fought with Far-East on Saturday.
heh.
but he very cute
after we fight finish he asked 'you are angry right?'
lol.
and he was talking in oxford english.
i'm gonna collect my IC on thursday! =DD
EMO-ME.
1:01 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Znv7da2iQo
i have no idea what the fuck they're trying to do in the video but the guy is SUPER handsome!
=DDD
hahaha.
didnt go for dance lesson yday.
i wore a black dress to my cuz's place and i looked like a freakin' pregnant woman!
haha.
really.
watched arinthum ariyamalum last night.
i LOVE the movie ALOT cause i also LOVE both the actors.
Arya is SOO hot.
and Navdeep is SOO cute.
haha.
but i don't think many people find Arya attractive.
SIGH.
yday, i was wondering what i'd look like if i were super slim, skinny even, and wear full leather including knee length boots and drive a huge Harley or Kawasaki.
yeah, that's my dream. plus being a doctor.
ONE DAY.
EMO-ME.
4:35 PM
Friday, November 17, 2006
no one appreciates flowers nowdays.
maybe i should become a florist and then i'll meet a girl in her wedding.
and one day she'll ask me what lillies mean.
and i'll tell her 'Lillies mean...I dare you to love me.'
and then we'll kiss like crazy.
HAHAHA.
alrite, that was crap.
i'm feeling really tired and i've got lots of homework to complete.
SIGH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UMA AKKA. =D
EMO-ME.
3:13 PM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
how can i be racist towards my own race, ashma?
my tongue feels funny after chewing the chewing gum for so long.
it's like smooth or something.
haha.
watched Step Up today.
i think it was very nice.
i like the guy.
i like his dressing style in the movie.
it was like the guy i dreamt of long long ago.
the hooded jacket guy.
hehe.
i can't sign into MSN. =(
just now when i came home, my maid and grandma were bitching about me.
i swear they were.
my maid was saying 'intha veetu ponnu veetukku vanthudichu. aana entha veetukku poga pothu?'
which means 'this house girl come home already. but which house is she going to get married into?' or some shit like that.
like they wanna get rid of me like that.
grrr.
there's this advert for Slice on SunTV.
very very nice and sweet.
i like alot.
i need to go to the bank and deposit all my money.
and i want a job. (:
i also want to bathe now.
The Bitch From Hell.
EMO-ME.
6:35 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006
OMG.
I'M DYING.
once again.
SIGH.
job attachment: it just sucks big time.
first of all, it's freakin' boring most of the time.
secondly, it's freakin' cold.
thirdly, the food there freakin' SUCKS.
and lastly, not having my lunch caused me a freakin' headache.
and SO, job attachment FREAKIN' sucks.
but there were some fun parts.
like the job shadowing.
my partner was Safarina and we were allocated to this room for colour vision and another for refraction.
the nurses/docs at the refraction room were nice.
they confirmed my lazy eye and gave us a 'lecture' on proper use of contact lens.
they also showed us pics. very disgusting pics and let us use the machines there.
that was like the only not-boring part.
then the colour vision thing is to check if the person is colour blind.
it's amazes me how the kids can't recognise something we, normal people, can very easily.
it kinda teaches you not to take stuff for granted.
like those colour blind kids have limited carreer options.
they can't be pilots, some may be unable to drive cause of the traffic light thingy.
but there was this kid, his name was Md. Faiz.
and when the nurse called his name, i started smiling.
haha.
FarEast =P
the train ride home was horrible.
there were like TEN malaysian indians right in the cabin i was in.
sigh.
my headache's killing me. =((((((((((((((
EMO-ME.
6:47 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
yesterday afternoon was fun.
i ate lunch on a saturday after SO long.
usually, i don't cause of dancing.
i'm afraid i'll puke.
haha.
yesterday dancing was tiring.
i bet my left leg will be muscular by the time we finish this dance.
it's a dance abt the goddess Kali so we have to balance on our left leg with our right leg somewhere mid air.
and it's for quite long.
it's just the beginning and ending of the dance but the number of times mr.raj makes us do it is completely unreasonable.
sigh.
i had vanilla milkshake from Macs as usual.
i don't really like it.
but fuck, it won't hurt.
and last night was SO terrible.
i was supposed to go to my aunt's house after dance lesson.
so i took the train to woodlands and took the 903 bus.
and i was SO tensed cause i seriously had no idea where to alight.
there was this indian guy in this bus and he alighted where i was supposed to.
my mum and sis and another aunt were at the bus stop but i didn't see. WHY?
cause i was looking at the guy!!
OMG, stupid A-hole. the guy, not me.
so anw, i got down at the next stop which was SO far away.
and the way back was SO dark i got freaked out.
there was an underpass which was a short cut but...what if something happened???
i was like super freaked out.
so i decided to walk the long way cause at least, it was OUTSIDE.
and i was wearing heels.
so my leg hurt like crazy.
i was walking along the road instead of on the pavement cos it was SO dark there.
and there was a stupid rundown CC and a very very old school along the path. =(
and the whole freaking way i was mumbling a prayer.
YES, i was THAT scared. =/
and when i was near the block, i realised i didn't know what floor!!
but i met my mum, sis and aunt near there.
so yeah, i was out of breath cause i was walking super fast.
prithika would have been proud of me. for walking that fast, i mean.
so then at my aunt's house there was a party, actually.
so i was sitting around for a while.
the old people were singing karoake. like 60s and 70s songs.
i drank a bit of wine. =)
and my cousins and all, we were sleepy already. so like four of us were lying on a queen size bed in my cousin brother's room.
he's in his late 20s i think.
his room damn nice.
like hotel.
he could be an interior designer.
so i ALMOST fell asleep when my maid came to wake me up.
and i came home around 2 and went to bed almost immediately.
and i woke up at 12 today! =D
my latest this year, i think. hehe.
i wanna watch spiderman 3.
4th may.
that'll probably be the only film i'll be watching in a cinema next year. =D
EMO-ME.
2:44 PM
Friday, November 10, 2006
Swink Sylvania: [after Phin slaps his arm] Don't touch me, "A-hole".
Phineus Bantum: "A-hole", dude?
Swink Sylvania: Profanity is for the feeble-minded.
Phineus Bantum: Well, I'm "effing" sorry I offended you... fuck-ass.
i like that swink guy.
the malcolm in the middle guy.
the Frankie Muniz guy.
yupz.
i heard this song from a fair and lovely ad.
a very very very nice song.
and now i want it.
sigh.
i went to school today just to wish cassandra.
the teacher didn't turn up.
tell me, have you ever heard such a thing?
the TEACHER not turning up at all, not even for a short while.
and she doesn't even send a relief teacher.
stupid shit.
i want my own collection of CSI books.
i read 'dead of winter'.
very very nice.
i hope they aren't too ex.
i'm currently reading this book called 'monday redux'.
also nice.
and i borrowed a dean koontz book hoping to partially complete my english assignment. =D
EMO-ME.
5:02 PM
i think i'm suffering from imsonia. =(
wait. how the shit do you spell that?
whatever.
i think my blogging's seasonal.
it's like sometimes i blog and blog and blog and do nothing else and sometimes i don't blog for more than a week.
well, i'm weird.
i know.
maths was fun today.
qioa yi's highly amusing too.
we were all so bored. sigh.
den went see grandparents.
my grandma made fried rice that tasted like prithika's mummy's/maid's.
minus the prawns and all that.
went to This Fashion with mummy today.
we spent over a hundred bucks. ;D
and came home around 9.
I CAN'T SLEEP. =(
happy birthday to Barathi, Cassandra and Pavithra. =DD
EMO-ME.
12:57 AM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
my second hamster died today.
now i'm extremely depressed. D=
i've been having horrendous nightmares since the night before last night.
yeah.
last night i dreamt that i was shot.
the bullet kinda scraped the side of my head.
and i woke up shivering like shit. =((
it's the 1st today so, technically, i didn't get my period last month.
not that i'm worried or sad about it, though.
OH, FUCK.
EMO-ME.
1:05 PM
