Sunday, March 11, 2007
where'd you go? i miss you so...
L1R5 22. i could've done better if not for english.
but it wasn't even english, it was my mother tongue.
and i take HIGHER mt.
for what, i don't know.
maybe i don't even qualify.
but whatever, life's unfair.
friday night, went to JB to collect mum's sari blouses and ordered a tailored suit. the kind with baggy pants.
we took almost an hour so dad was pissed like anythin.
went to wash the car then had dinner.
chinese seafood but we didnt really have the appetite.
so dad asked them to pack the stuff and we returned home around 11.
next day, pon chem class and slept at home instead.
and since i was late and dad was going malacca[sp?] so mum sent me to school for geog.
was okay. boring, i was sleepy cause of medicines and germaise got me snickers half way thru. it helped.
he gave us PLENTY of mid-year O level papers.
so i came home and used the computer until mum came home.
last night mum said we could go to This Fashion so i took my shower and got ready and everything but they canceled cause it was late already.
so i was sitting there and watching tv when i realized how lonely i felt.
like the world was gonna end and i should do everything i wanted to.
just that there wasn't anything i could do.
like life really sucked.
then my mum made dinner and i ate while watching Patchi Solluthu.
all the while before dinner i had been going online and offline and logging onto runescape and logging off.
so i went online again after the show ended and i saw far-east.
and when i started talkin to him, all the loneliness went away.
i felt better.
told him my results cause he always cares about it.
then we talked about the guy on patchi, how i like him and, coincidentally, his name's Guna.
and then after a while he was mia then came back and said he was gonna have his dinner.
so i went offline and
slacked till 11 plus.
anw, holiday's here but it doesn't feel like it.
school starts at 7.20 tmr. like wtf.
it's like any normal day.
and ends at 3.
i dont wanna go for the tamil camp.
i dont feel like doing tamil for 4 hours straight.
i'll probably just die.
seems like it's been forever, that you've been gone.
EMO-ME.
11:08 AM
